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~*I'm single, I'm alone and I'm old!*~
Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 01:25 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Today's Japanese lecture was awesome. We were asked to say our birthdates in Japanese and after that Iwakami sensei told hers: 1952年 01月 28日 and then added: ''I'm single, I'm alone and I'm old! T.T" :DD But even better part was when Hannah just all of a sudden asked her: "Sorry sensei.. what's your name again?" :DDD that girl always looks wasted :DDD We almost pissed ourselves laughing at her.What else can I say? Next week's gonna be SO FREAKIN COOL! On Monday going to see にせんねんもんだい with Thom. On Tuesday going for some massive partying with Korean students. K-POP included! OMG haha! OHHH I WILL dance till I drop! And get wasted. And make a fool of myself! On Friday - Halloween Party with Japanese Society members. Dress code: hosts and maids! Btw my mum sent me a huuuge package of food and other cool stuff on Friday so I'll probably get it on early Sunday morning. Urgh.. I'll never get enough sleep in here.. T.T And she also warned me that the bus might arrive to Manchester at like ~4am, so I'll have to jump off the bed and look for a bus somewhere in Manchester. Oh dear god.. and she also told me to bring a suitcase with wheels cos the bag is so heavy that I won't be able to carry it.. Oh and this Sunday I'm also preparing cold beetroot soup. I know it's not a season for it but I must prove guys that it IS eatable :D And last thing. For teh lulz. Today when I went shopping to Lidl, I saw one thing which appeared really funny to me: No wonder why people sometimes use coke for washing instead of Fairy. They're even stored at the same place in the supermarket :DDD Oh P.S. - Iwakami sensei offered me to be a tutor to next year's freshers! I feel so.. appreciated :D P.P.S. - I felt so embarrassed at the essay workshop today when I was trying to explain my lecturer the main ideas of my upcoming essay about Japan's post-war economy. My English sucks! Especially when I have to talk to smart people. The same goes with Japanese.. -.- ~*Wash It Down*~
Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 23:53 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Didn't go to uni today. I haven't felt that bad for quite a long time. My head hurts all the time, it's hard for me to walk straight coz I'm very dizzy. I think I should go to see a doctor or smth. Tonight I couldn't sleep coz I kept hearing the noise similar to fire alarm but I'm pretty sure it was just my imagination. I actually even listened if any of my flatmates left their rooms because of this noise but it seemed like I was the only one hearing that sound. Seriously I'm starting to be pretty worried about myself :DBut I really want to go to Japan Day 2010 on Sunday.. I should stay in my room tomorrow as well and hopefully I'll be able to go out on Sunday. Oh btw.. when I think of it.. it's almost a year when I don't live with my parents anymore. And I'm still so dumb!! Now imagine.. Yesterday I was talking to my mother and I told her that I usually do the laundry by myself in the sink and I also mentioned that my hands became rough and a bit red and that might be because of wringing. Then she was like 'omg omg omg you got to be kidding me? don't tell me you used washing powder for washing machines?????' me 'yeah... emm.. why??' 'it will burn your hands you idiot!!! stop doing it! or use gloves!' WTF I AM stupid :DD I totally forgot that there are two different types of washing powder. Hands-friendly and the one for washing machines. What an idiot :DDD At least now I know why my skin looked so horrible these days :DDD ~I've lost control*~
Thursday, October 14, 2010 @ 00:56 | 1 comment(s) | add a comment.
Today was great! Me and some guys went to Tai Wu for some nice Chinese food. It was delicious! Even though I felt really shy eating in front of my Chinese friends. I mean.. I dunno.. I do think I look pretty dumb with chopsticks :DThen we headed back home. Stood next to the gates for an hour or more talking about stupid stuff. The strange thing is that most of the time the talking one was me. Pretty impressive huh? ;D coz yeah.. I tend to be quiet among British people. I'm just too stressed to say something wrong or not understand something.. But it was ok with Robin. Ah then we went to the bar where there were a bunch of people who belong to indie music society. Everyone had to bring their home-made cd of music they like and then swap with each other. I didn't bring anything coz I was told about this event 30mins before it but I'm definitely doing it for the next time. As you already know I got rejected even by McDonald's I also didn't get a job as a gift-wrapper. BUT.. I still have some hope. When we left I went to the little supermarket right next to the bar to buy some fags. The guy asked me for an ID, when he saw that I'm from Lithuania he actually spoke a bit of Lithuanian and I was so surprised! Then he told me that he has some friends from there and he is planning to run a small business in Vilnius and I was like 'OK THAT'S MY CHANCE!!'. I switched on all my acting skills and tried to be cute, nice and blah blah.. And asked if he had any free vacancies. And he might! I just need to bring my CV to him tomorrow. Wish me luck lol. And after that we went on Epping Walk Bridge. The bridge where some pictures of Joy Division were taken. That was so... strange. To be at the exact same place. I'm definitely going there in winter. Ahh and then I went to watch a film at Student Union. Korean one. Coz I'm a member of Asian Screen Society. Kind of... haha :D Now it's almost 1am and I didn't even start doing my homework.. Oh and one more thing. During the film my mom texted me. She asked about some stuff which she will have to send me but that's not the point. The thing is.. she called me 'love' which was so shocking for me. My hands were shaking I swear. I guess most of you don't get what's a big deal of being called 'love' by your mum, but.. WE NEVER USE THIS WORD. OR ANY OTHER 'NICE' WORD TO CALL EACH OTHER. I need time to think about it. She has changed during this year. She has changed a lot. I don't know what to think. Everything is just so messed up in my mind right now. I.. I can't hate her anymore. I just feel very very sorry for her. And wtf is going on WITH ME? Am I becoming mature? But what is it - 'being mature'? My head is just too full of crap. I wish I could care less about things.. ~*Keep fit as tiikeri*~
Friday, October 8, 2010 @ 18:24 | 2 comment(s) | add a comment.
Sometimes I feel sorry that I chose the group for Japanese beginners because daaaaamn I'm just too bored there. I have to wake up early, go to uni and listen to all that stuff I already know. But.. on the other hand - less stress, easier to get good marks and of course - feeling smarter than everybody else :D Me likes that feeling :D ugh.. ;/That's how I entertain myself at Jp classes :D By the way! I never thought I would ever say this but omg guys I really do miss excercising! 6 months of slavery made a bigger impact on my life than I expected. I just feel my body needs it like hell. When it's a good weather I go for 1-2h fast walking all around southern Manchester. I get lost everytime and it makes my excercise even longer. But oh well.. the longer the better right? :D ♪Sydän, sydän – Tårta på tårta♪ ~*I'm too poor and stupid*~
Thursday, October 7, 2010 @ 22:05 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Having a nice evening of watching all that crap TV provides you with. But what can I say. I enjoy it :D First South Park (finally a new episode, I was waiting for so long), then Survivor and now it's time for Grey's Anatomy (after I finish this meaningless entry).Just wanted to point that idiots live EVERYWHERE. France is not an exception. Take a look: Yes, ladies and gentlemen, according to French workbook Kaunas doesn't exist anymore. It's been replaced by Vilnius. No wait, maybe it really has? I should go check it by myself. Ehh.. it's a pity I won't find it out soon coz as you all know I'm not coming back for Christmas. Eeeeekk... What else? Hmm.. I can give you a sneak peek of my room in here: Probably that's just it for today. Take care of yourselves! ♪이효리 - Hey Mr. BiG♪ ~*Wandering in Streets of Just Like Heaven*~
Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 16:22 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Yesterday I was so ill but still decided to print some CV's and walk around Manchester. Ughh.. never gonna do this on Saturdays ever again. Way too crowded.Managed to get lost twice btw. LOLOLOL. It always ends up like that because I just have to explore those little strange streets which I haven't walked before haha. It took me 3hours to get back home. Eventually I found myself walking in some kind of a ghetto area. Thanks god I'm still alive and even have my wallet with me :D I was just praying to get back home before the sunset coz otherwise I would've been screwed. Finally found ASDA and was so relieved but then again. Thinking that I know this place quite well decided to choose another way home. And failed again. Got lost AGAIN. Yay for me :D Hopefully I'll get a gift-wrapper job in Arndale shopping centre. It will last only till Christmas but still better than nothing. Have to give them my CV by upcoming Saturday. Ehhh such a pity I can't go to Japanese society's party today. I'm just.. too weak for that. I can't even go downstairs for a fag anymore. It explains pretty much everything. I just hope I'll have enough toilet paper until tomorrow because it looks like I'm just eating it when I have such a running nose lol. Started listening to AFI after 4 years of a pause. Ahhh what memories.. Although their new releases SUCK. One of my favorite covers. And one of my favorite love-related songs. I love how much emotion Davey puts in to this performance. One of a few songs which make me feel romantic lololol. You all know how unromantic I actually am. Yes. ~*COLD HEART, BABY!*~
Saturday, October 2, 2010 @ 00:51 | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Just another random entry.Sooo.. what can I say. If you follow me on facebook my words ''sick of being sick'' speak for itself. I remember when Norgailė went to Sheffield last year and she'd been ill almost for a fucking year. No joke. And I couldn't understand how is this even possible. Now I know lol. It's like.. the 3rd time in a MONTH when I catch a cold. This is just ridiculous. I recover and after a couple of days I get a sore throat and all shit included again. I can't take it anymore!!! This is just horrible! I slept through all day when I got back from my classes and at least now I feel a little bit better. I thought I'm gonna pass out in the morning. That just sucks. And the weather in Manchester sucks big time too. I don't understand why people call London a city of the most fucked up weather in the world. That is so not true lol. Hmm.. what else? Spent enormously huge amount of money for French books and stuff like pencils, notebooks etc. I'm gonna bankrupt in an upcoming week for sure. Especially after Wednesday when I'll buy all needed material for Japanese. Eeeeeeek (I love this expression even though I use it with another meaning from the rest of the world lol). Manchester is so random. On Wednesday when I was walking around the city centre to find some postcards one guy wearing a blue t-shirt (didn't read what was on it ehh) stopped me to say hello. I was like ''eeeermm.. hi?''; the guy ''you're 20 years old?'' me ''mmmyeaahhh..'' him again ''and you were born in 1990?'' me ''mmmmmyeaaaahhh??'' ''ok have a nice day!''. And he let me go. I was like WTF??? But when I realised that I should've asked him what is this all about and how did he guess my age I was already on the other side of a road haha. Ok I just can't miss an opportunity to complain (yes again) about French (yes you've heard this all before lol). I just feel so drained everytime after this stupid class. I haven't been so confused for ages. I'm as bad in French as I was in Physics. I feel so dumb. Last time I was so desperate that in the end of the class when the teacher wrote ''Bonne Année!'' on the blackboard and then read it out loud I suddenly made a loud notice that it sounds like ''banana''. Everybody was laughing. Jeeesh I'm already a star of the class. In a bad way. They all probably think I'm crazy lol. Btw I finally played pool. For the first time in my life. I know that sounds pretty sad but back in my country I was just too scared to look like a total failure around others. I don't know.. If I went to the bar in Lithuania and others would notice that I can't play it at all everybody would just point fingers at me. I feel more relaxed here coz nobody gives a fuck about you and your abilities haha. Anyways there were some people staring at me. But I can understand them I looked really funny. And also ruined my team's performance. Sorry guys, I love you :D Couldn't get the non blury one coz they just kept moving mmmkay xD Oh and today I used our library's facilities for the first time. Ahh.. I felt like an idiot. I just hate self-service stuff hahaha. Gonna read my ass off this weekend. I smell a nerd sitting right next to me. Oh wait no! That's actually me! 와, 차갑다, 차갑다 얼음공주 오셨다 하지만 SEXY ♪SHINee – 아.미.고 (Amigo)♪ |