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Today was great! Me and some guys went to Tai Wu for some nice Chinese food. It was delicious! Even though I felt really shy eating in front of my Chinese friends. I mean.. I dunno.. I do think I look pretty dumb with chopsticks :D
Then we headed back home. Stood next to the gates for an hour or more talking about stupid stuff. The strange thing is that most of the time the talking one was me. Pretty impressive huh? ;D coz yeah.. I tend to be quiet among British people. I'm just too stressed to say something wrong or not understand something.. But it was ok with Robin.
Ah then we went to the bar where there were a bunch of people who belong to indie music society. Everyone had to bring their home-made cd of music they like and then swap with each other. I didn't bring anything coz I was told about this event 30mins before it but I'm definitely doing it for the next time.

As you already know I got rejected even by McDonald's I also didn't get a job as a gift-wrapper. BUT.. I still have some hope. When we left I went to the little supermarket right next to the bar to buy some fags. The guy asked me for an ID, when he saw that I'm from Lithuania he actually spoke a bit of Lithuanian and I was so surprised! Then he told me that he has some friends from there and he is planning to run a small business in Vilnius and I was like 'OK THAT'S MY CHANCE!!'. I switched on all my acting skills and tried to be cute, nice and blah blah.. And asked if he had any free vacancies. And he might! I just need to bring my CV to him tomorrow. Wish me luck lol.
And after that we went on Epping Walk Bridge. The bridge where some pictures of Joy Division were taken. That was so... strange. To be at the exact same place. I'm definitely going there in winter.

Ahh and then I went to watch a film at Student Union. Korean one. Coz I'm a member of Asian Screen Society. Kind of... haha :D

Now it's almost 1am and I didn't even start doing my homework..

Oh and one more thing. During the film my mom texted me. She asked about some stuff which she will have to send me but that's not the point. The thing is.. she called me 'love' which was so shocking for me. My hands were shaking I swear. I guess most of you don't get what's a big deal of being called 'love' by your mum, but.. WE NEVER USE THIS WORD. OR ANY OTHER 'NICE' WORD TO CALL EACH OTHER. I need time to think about it. She has changed during this year. She has changed a lot. I don't know what to think. Everything is just so messed up in my mind right now.
I.. I can't hate her anymore. I just feel very very sorry for her.

And wtf is going on WITH ME?
Am I becoming mature? But what is it - 'being mature'?

My head is just too full of crap. I wish I could care less about things..