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Man vis dar neišgaravo noras pasidaryti masyvią tatuiruotę ant nugaros. Tik esmė tame, kad tam lėšų neturiu, kol nesu baigusi universiteto ir neturiu padoraus darbo (o dabar darbo gi išvis neturiu), tai negaliu sau šio malonumo leisti. Skaičiau vienos japonės, kuri turi panašaus dydžio, kokio aš norėčiau, tatuiruotę, atsiliepimus, tai ji rašė, kad dėl lėšų stygiaus, jai užtruko visą tatuiruotę pasidaryti apie metus. Nu tai visų pirmą aš nenorėčiau metus laiko vaikščiot su neužbaigta tatuiruote (visgi maniškis būtų ne abstraktus piešinys iš daug dalių, kur ne taip neišbaigtumas akį rėžtų), o ir metų Japonijoj nepraleisiu. O leist, kad tau tą pačią tatuiruotę darytų keli meistrai yra nesąmonė, nes vis vien kiekvieno iš jų piešimo maniera kažkiek skiriasi. Sakau, per pirmąjį savo vizitą Japonijoje bent simboliškai išsitatuiruosiu kažką už ausies. Šiaip galvoju gal kažką su muzika susijusio, bet pvz mačiau vieną nuotrauką su ištatuiruota plunksna. Visai įdomiai atrodo, bet gal kiek per daug akivaizdžiai visiems matosi (gi nežinau dar nei kur dirbsiu ir t.t..):


Čia pora įdomių pavyzdžių, bet aš noriu ne tokių 'sunkių' vizualine išraiška:


Taip bešniukštinėdama atradau labai įdomią menininkę vardu Zoe Lacchei, kurios darbai man ypatingai patiko. Štai keletas jų:




Taigi galvoju darytis kažką abstraktaus su Zoe's kūrinių motyvais arba pasiliksiu prie pirmojo varianto įamžinti nuotrauką, kuri yra viena mano mėgstamiausių, kada nors matytų:


Tik bijau, kad niekad nerasiu tokio meistro, kuris nepriekaištingai ją pateiktų ant odos.. :/

Beje aš tik šiom dienom sužinojau, kad katėm irgi daro tatuiruotes. Na čia jau net ir mano galva yra sick..


Tai tiek šį kartą. Ir iki (jeigu čia kas nors lankosi ir skaito :D)!
Kodėl kas nors gero atsitinka tada, kai turėtum būti užsiėmęs ir stropiai mokytis??? Kodėl visokie nerealūs albumai išleidžiami tada, kai tau sesija????? Nu kodėl visada taip??? Kaip man dabar atsispirt kompui, kai lynch.'ai išleido savo debiutinį, kaip major grupės, albumą????
Dabar cruciarei dar labiau pavydžiu galimybės pamatyt juos gyvai rugpjūtį. Garantuoju, kad tam koncerte pro ausis iškratyčiau paskutinius savo smegenų likučius :D


Kai bandau bet kokiais būdais atitolinti tą neišvengiamą, kad ir minimalų, ruošimąsi egzams.. Aš pradedu žaisti su Adope Photoshop Elements (Editor). Taip džiaugiuosi, kad jį turiu!! :D

Šitą norėjau įsidėt į facebook'ą, bet po to pagalvojau, kad gal nereikia :D


Šitoj foto mano veidas pasidarė kažkoks iranietės moters bei Mako (žandikaulių) kratinys :D


True Blood su kažkokiu bb ant nosies :DDD



Žuvininkė.

Blemba reik eit miegot, o po to mokytis, nes per tris dienas dviem egzam tikrai nespėsiu pasiruošt. I mean come on, man reik išmokt abiejų knygų praeitus kanji, nes pusę jų pamiršau, o kitą pusę dar paskaitų metu tingėjau mokytis. O dieve.. O dar istorija.. Krč tokiu metu vis vien knygų aš negausiu, nes visi tą biblioteką apgulę kaip smirdintys amarai, tai teks papraščiausiai screenshot'us pasiskaityt, o tada vien iš sausų faktų rinkinėlio bandyt spaust vašką ir per 1,5h trunkantį egzą sukompiliuot 3 esė. FML.
Visą dieną ant repeat'o šitas video. Reik eit miegot, bet negaliu :D


Aš niekad neištekėsiu, nes nerasiu nieko tobulesnio už JĮ ♥ lol

Aš maniau, kad mano fangirl'inimas Hazukio adresu kartais atrodo kiek per drastiškas... Bet ką gi aš randu šiandien benaršydama po Rainiaus last.fm galeriją. Na čia jums visoms žinoma jo fotografija.

O po ja sekė komentaras, kuris mane privertė gerai nusikvatot. Dar ir dabar kikenu :D

Spragtelkit ant nuotraukos, jei neįžiūrite. Beje jai 17 ir ji iš UK :DD
Yra taip žiauru ir liūdna, kad pasaulyje egzistuoja tokio tipo žmonės kaip aš, kurie grįžę vakare namo, visą naktį visiškai atsitiktinai sugeba praleist benaršant po kažkokį saviveiklininko(-ės) blog'ą, pavadinimu "The Hottest Guys"(šiaip jei rimtai, tai tiesiog per google įsivedžiau 'finnish guys', nes norėjau pasižiūrėt, kas manęs lauktų, jei padaryčiau tokį įdomų žingsnį ir magistrą studijuočiau būtent pas juos :D man kažkokia įdomi suomijafilijos būsena vystosi..) Dar liūdniau yra tai, kad dabar sėdžiu ir pati sau skaldau bajerius apie to blog'o 'veikėjus' berniukus saldainiukus (na čia jau kiekvienam pagal skonį iš tikrųjų) ir kikenu į kumštį, kad neprižadinčiau normalių žmonių. Ir iš tiesų, ten tikrai daug juoko vertos vaizdinės medžiagos. Žinoma, nedraudžiu jums daryti savų išvadų, kad tesu neišvaizdi ir tai suprantanti pavydi kalė :D
Aš šiaip ten dar tik įpusėjau naršyt, bet jau radau vieną dalyką, kuris man įsikirto į galvą ir mano smegenų vingių neapleis kokią savaitę ir taip tragiškai pažymės šiumetines Velykas.
Pavadinčiau tai naujuoju japonofilių himnu Tokijuj ir saldiem berniukam. Ne bet rimtai, čia daina, kurią aš nuo šiol tikriausiai trauksiu būdama neblaivi :D Va, prašom, klipas. Galim kartu pasijuokt :D

O daugiau apie neblaivius dalykus kaipo ir nešnekėsiu, nes užtektinai pasižymėjau penktadienio vakarą :D
Pirmas mano įrašas po ilgo laiko tarpo. Net nežinau kodėl nerašiau, ar iš tingėjimo, ar iš neturėjimo ką parašyti, taip jau nutiko. Ir dabar nesu tikra kokiu dažnumu aš čia apsireikšiu. Vis dėlto, manau, pats laikas pradėti praktikuotis rašyti lietuviškai, nes labai labai pasiilgau gimto rašto, o ir smegenys atrofuojasi vien nuo mokymosi bei kalbėjimo vien tik anglų kalba 24/7. Dargi pagalvojau, kad lietuviškos rašliavos sumažins smalsuolių ratą, taigi esu tikra, kad mano mintis skaitys daugiausia žmonės, su kuriais mane sieja draugiški ryšiai.
Jeigu ką, tai chat box'as yra po kaire, taigi visuomet galit duot man žinią, jog esat ir skaitot bei pasiūlyt kokių jus dominančių temų. Nelabai aš mėgstu sėdėti prie skype, todėl ne taip gausiai persimetu naujienomis su lietuviška liaudim, gal ko norit paklausti :)

O įrašą užbaigsiu tema, kuri mane visuomet labiausiai domino ir turbūt domins iki grabo lentos - muzika. Kai kuriems ne paslaptis, kad mano mėgstamiausia ne azijietiška grupė yra suomiai Sydän, sydän. Praėjusius metus jie turėjo pertrauką ir niekur nekoncertavo, todėl jų vokalistas Tuomas Skopa galėjo susikoncentruot ties savo solo projektu. Tik neseniai (ok tiksliau praeitą savaitę) pagaliau pavyko išgirsti jo albumą "Arki Ei Nappaa", tai neišjungiu jo per dienas. Manau, jau radau atsakymą, kuom mane žavi Tuomas su Sydän, sydän. Dar niekada klausantis jų kūrinių nekilo mintis, jog šią dainą ar jos motyvus jau esu kažkur girdėjusi, lyg jie nukeltų į dar kitų neatrastą, stebuklingą, kartais mistišką pasaulį. VIP pasaulį :D Tikrai, jaučiuosi dėkinga likimui, kad visai atsitiktinai juos radau ir nesiskiriu su jų muzika jau antrus ar trečius metus.
Jų aranžuotės kala į klyną.


Today's Japanese lecture was awesome. We were asked to say our birthdates in Japanese and after that Iwakami sensei told hers: 1952年 01月 28日 and then added: ''I'm single, I'm alone and I'm old! T.T" :DD But even better part was when Hannah just all of a sudden asked her: "Sorry sensei.. what's your name again?" :DDD that girl always looks wasted :DDD We almost pissed ourselves laughing at her.

What else can I say? Next week's gonna be SO FREAKIN COOL! On Monday going to see にせんねんもんだい with Thom.
On Tuesday going for some massive partying with Korean students. K-POP included! OMG haha! OHHH I WILL dance till I drop! And get wasted. And make a fool of myself!
On Friday - Halloween Party with Japanese Society members. Dress code: hosts and maids!

Btw my mum sent me a huuuge package of food and other cool stuff on Friday so I'll probably get it on early Sunday morning. Urgh.. I'll never get enough sleep in here.. T.T And she also warned me that the bus might arrive to Manchester at like ~4am, so I'll have to jump off the bed and look for a bus somewhere in Manchester. Oh dear god.. and she also told me to bring a suitcase with wheels cos the bag is so heavy that I won't be able to carry it..

Oh and this Sunday I'm also preparing cold beetroot soup. I know it's not a season for it but I must prove guys that it IS eatable :D

And last thing. For teh lulz. Today when I went shopping to Lidl, I saw one thing which appeared really funny to me:
No wonder why people sometimes use coke for washing instead of Fairy. They're even stored at the same place in the supermarket :DDD

Oh P.S. - Iwakami sensei offered me to be a tutor to next year's freshers! I feel so.. appreciated :D
P.P.S. - I felt so embarrassed at the essay workshop today when I was trying to explain my lecturer the main ideas of my upcoming essay about Japan's post-war economy. My English sucks! Especially when I have to talk to smart people. The same goes with Japanese.. -.-
Didn't go to uni today. I haven't felt that bad for quite a long time. My head hurts all the time, it's hard for me to walk straight coz I'm very dizzy. I think I should go to see a doctor or smth. Tonight I couldn't sleep coz I kept hearing the noise similar to fire alarm but I'm pretty sure it was just my imagination. I actually even listened if any of my flatmates left their rooms because of this noise but it seemed like I was the only one hearing that sound. Seriously I'm starting to be pretty worried about myself :D
But I really want to go to Japan Day 2010 on Sunday.. I should stay in my room tomorrow as well and hopefully I'll be able to go out on Sunday.

Oh btw.. when I think of it.. it's almost a year when I don't live with my parents anymore. And I'm still so dumb!! Now imagine.. Yesterday I was talking to my mother and I told her that I usually do the laundry by myself in the sink and I also mentioned that my hands became rough and a bit red and that might be because of wringing. Then she was like 'omg omg omg you got to be kidding me? don't tell me you used washing powder for washing machines?????' me 'yeah... emm.. why??' 'it will burn your hands you idiot!!! stop doing it! or use gloves!'
WTF I AM stupid :DD I totally forgot that there are two different types of washing powder. Hands-friendly and the one for washing machines. What an idiot :DDD At least now I know why my skin looked so horrible these days :DDD
Today was great! Me and some guys went to Tai Wu for some nice Chinese food. It was delicious! Even though I felt really shy eating in front of my Chinese friends. I mean.. I dunno.. I do think I look pretty dumb with chopsticks :D
Then we headed back home. Stood next to the gates for an hour or more talking about stupid stuff. The strange thing is that most of the time the talking one was me. Pretty impressive huh? ;D coz yeah.. I tend to be quiet among British people. I'm just too stressed to say something wrong or not understand something.. But it was ok with Robin.
Ah then we went to the bar where there were a bunch of people who belong to indie music society. Everyone had to bring their home-made cd of music they like and then swap with each other. I didn't bring anything coz I was told about this event 30mins before it but I'm definitely doing it for the next time.

As you already know I got rejected even by McDonald's I also didn't get a job as a gift-wrapper. BUT.. I still have some hope. When we left I went to the little supermarket right next to the bar to buy some fags. The guy asked me for an ID, when he saw that I'm from Lithuania he actually spoke a bit of Lithuanian and I was so surprised! Then he told me that he has some friends from there and he is planning to run a small business in Vilnius and I was like 'OK THAT'S MY CHANCE!!'. I switched on all my acting skills and tried to be cute, nice and blah blah.. And asked if he had any free vacancies. And he might! I just need to bring my CV to him tomorrow. Wish me luck lol.
And after that we went on Epping Walk Bridge. The bridge where some pictures of Joy Division were taken. That was so... strange. To be at the exact same place. I'm definitely going there in winter.

Ahh and then I went to watch a film at Student Union. Korean one. Coz I'm a member of Asian Screen Society. Kind of... haha :D

Now it's almost 1am and I didn't even start doing my homework..

Oh and one more thing. During the film my mom texted me. She asked about some stuff which she will have to send me but that's not the point. The thing is.. she called me 'love' which was so shocking for me. My hands were shaking I swear. I guess most of you don't get what's a big deal of being called 'love' by your mum, but.. WE NEVER USE THIS WORD. OR ANY OTHER 'NICE' WORD TO CALL EACH OTHER. I need time to think about it. She has changed during this year. She has changed a lot. I don't know what to think. Everything is just so messed up in my mind right now.
I.. I can't hate her anymore. I just feel very very sorry for her.

And wtf is going on WITH ME?
Am I becoming mature? But what is it - 'being mature'?

My head is just too full of crap. I wish I could care less about things..
Sometimes I feel sorry that I chose the group for Japanese beginners because daaaaamn I'm just too bored there. I have to wake up early, go to uni and listen to all that stuff I already know. But.. on the other hand - less stress, easier to get good marks and of course - feeling smarter than everybody else :D Me likes that feeling :D ugh.. ;/
That's how I entertain myself at Jp classes :D

By the way! I never thought I would ever say this but omg guys I really do miss excercising! 6 months of slavery made a bigger impact on my life than I expected. I just feel my body needs it like hell. When it's a good weather I go for 1-2h fast walking all around southern Manchester. I get lost everytime and it makes my excercise even longer. But oh well.. the longer the better right? :D


Having a nice evening of watching all that crap TV provides you with. But what can I say. I enjoy it :D First South Park (finally a new episode, I was waiting for so long), then Survivor and now it's time for Grey's Anatomy (after I finish this meaningless entry).
Just wanted to point that idiots live EVERYWHERE. France is not an exception. Take a look:
Yes, ladies and gentlemen, according to French workbook Kaunas doesn't exist anymore. It's been replaced by Vilnius. No wait, maybe it really has? I should go check it by myself. Ehh.. it's a pity I won't find it out soon coz as you all know I'm not coming back for Christmas. Eeeeekk...

What else? Hmm.. I can give you a sneak peek of my room in here:

Yesterday I was so ill but still decided to print some CV's and walk around Manchester. Ughh.. never gonna do this on Saturdays ever again. Way too crowded.
Managed to get lost twice btw. LOLOLOL. It always ends up like that because I just have to explore those little strange streets which I haven't walked before haha. It took me 3hours to get back home. Eventually I found myself walking in some kind of a ghetto area. Thanks god I'm still alive and even have my wallet with me :D I was just praying to get back home before the sunset coz otherwise I would've been screwed. Finally found ASDA and was so relieved but then again. Thinking that I know this place quite well decided to choose another way home. And failed again. Got lost AGAIN. Yay for me :D
Hopefully I'll get a gift-wrapper job in Arndale shopping centre. It will last only till Christmas but still better than nothing. Have to give them my CV by upcoming Saturday.

Ehhh such a pity I can't go to Japanese society's party today. I'm just.. too weak for that. I can't even go downstairs for a fag anymore. It explains pretty much everything. I just hope I'll have enough toilet paper until tomorrow because it looks like I'm just eating it when I have such a running nose lol.

Started listening to AFI after 4 years of a pause. Ahhh what memories.. Although their new releases SUCK.

One of my favorite covers. And one of my favorite love-related songs. I love how much emotion Davey puts in to this performance.


Just another random entry.

Sooo.. what can I say. If you follow me on facebook my words ''sick of being sick'' speak for itself. I remember when Norgailė went to Sheffield last year and she'd been ill almost for a fucking year. No joke. And I couldn't understand how is this even possible. Now I know lol. It's like.. the 3rd time in a MONTH when I catch a cold. This is just ridiculous. I recover and after a couple of days I get a sore throat and all shit included again. I can't take it anymore!!! This is just horrible! I slept through all day when I got back from my classes and at least now I feel a little bit better. I thought I'm gonna pass out in the morning. That just sucks. And the weather in Manchester sucks big time too. I don't understand why people call London a city of the most fucked up weather in the world. That is so not true lol.

Hmm.. what else? Spent enormously huge amount of money for French books and stuff like pencils, notebooks etc. I'm gonna bankrupt in an upcoming week for sure. Especially after Wednesday when I'll buy all needed material for Japanese. Eeeeeeek (I love this expression even though I use it with another meaning from the rest of the world lol).

Manchester is so random. On Wednesday when I was walking around the city centre to find some postcards one guy wearing a blue t-shirt (didn't read what was on it ehh) stopped me to say hello. I was like ''eeeermm.. hi?''; the guy ''you're 20 years old?'' me ''mmmyeaahhh..'' him again ''and you were born in 1990?'' me ''mmmmmyeaaaahhh??'' ''ok have a nice day!''. And he let me go. I was like WTF??? But when I realised that I should've asked him what is this all about and how did he guess my age I was already on the other side of a road haha.

Ok I just can't miss an opportunity to complain (yes again) about French (yes you've heard this all before lol). I just feel so drained everytime after this stupid class. I haven't been so confused for ages. I'm as bad in French as I was in Physics. I feel so dumb. Last time I was so desperate that in the end of the class when the teacher wrote ''Bonne Année!'' on the blackboard and then read it out loud I suddenly made a loud notice that it sounds like ''banana''. Everybody was laughing. Jeeesh I'm already a star of the class. In a bad way. They all probably think I'm crazy lol.

Btw I finally played pool. For the first time in my life. I know that sounds pretty sad but back in my country I was just too scared to look like a total failure around others. I don't know.. If I went to the bar in Lithuania and others would notice that I can't play it at all everybody would just point fingers at me. I feel more relaxed here coz nobody gives a fuck about you and your abilities haha. Anyways there were some people staring at me. But I can understand them I looked really funny. And also ruined my team's performance. Sorry guys, I love you :D

Couldn't get the non blury one coz they just kept moving mmmkay xD

Oh and today I used our library's facilities for the first time. Ahh.. I felt like an idiot. I just hate self-service stuff hahaha.
Gonna read my ass off this weekend. I smell a nerd sitting right next to me. Oh wait no! That's actually me!

와, 차갑다, 차갑다

얼음공주 오셨다 하지만

SEXY

Perfectly fits my mood at this moment.
I wish I didn't understand the lyrics. So I wouldn't hum this song everytime I fail at one particular subject. Can't help it, lol.


I hated it! French sucks! My French is so bad that I just want to quit it.


Oh shieeeeeet!!!! I can't believe!!! It can't be true!!!! After 5 months of self pity I found it! Just by accident. I was completely sure that I've lost it and now I find it in my suitcase. WTF I didn't put it in there. I am sure about that. It seems like it just jumped in by itself.
Oh anyways I don't care about it. As long as I have you. My precious exist†trace pic which I caught at their gig in London. And it was thrown by 猶人 (Naoto)!!! Ahhh how lovely!!!!
It's like a sign to form a band here in Manchester. Ok I think I just look too deep in to stuff. I should just be happy and that's it :D
Ahhhh.. just take a look:

Some people keep asking me how I'm doing and I thought that talking about the same to various people would be a bit pain in the ass so I'm just starting this new blog. Besides, I don't want to spam Facebook coz there's like only ~5% of people who are trully interested in my life, so I'll just make the rest's lives a little bit easier :D
Still haven't decided whether to write only in English or Lithuanian or maybe both?
But it doesn't really matter right now coz it's time for some beauty sleep niahaha.

P.S. - Manchester is trully gorgeous. Haven't expected it to be so nice. Hundreds of times better than London in my point of view. It has this kind of an atmosphere which I can't describe.. Joy Division atmosphere??
Wait I know how to explain! Manchester in UK is like Nagoya in Japan to me! Get it??
It's a shame I didn't take much pictures of it, but I'll do my best next time, k?


P.P.S - visiting Chicago Rock Café is a must. I just need to find someone to keep me company.

And for the lulz. That's what I found on my way to the lecture:




♪Joy Division - Disorder♪